Dear God

Dear God
Have you forgotten me
I once felt your presence
But no not lately
Was it you who walked away
Was it myself
I want to blame you
or somebody else
I shoulder my world
feed my ambitions with stress
I should exercise surrender
but I think I know what's best
my pride is my guide
renders me blind to see
my ego makes me forfeit
peace and tranquility
I am my own driver
Take the wheel from me
remember Lord I am but dust
I plead your mercy